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♥Wednesday, January 20, 2010♥

It's been 3 weeks since school reopens and i do not have the time to even update my blog..hehe..sorry people..Well, alot of things has happened for the last 3 weeks..it will be a short entry for today..And again..today is a special day for me and my baby busyuk..today is our 22nd monthsary together..

HAPPY 22nd MONTHSARY babylove!! Kite sayang awak!!


Love...thanks for everything awak...you really make my life complete..despite all the fights and arguments that we had, you know dat i still love u no matter wad and u'll b e only one in my heart..No words can express how much i love u sayang..So here's a poem for you..I hope you like it..

I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and black.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine



♥ With much Love
@ 2:36 PM

♥Sunday, December 20, 2009♥

First and foremost, i would like to wish my boy a Hepi 1 year 9 months..hehe..so the day was spent yesterday with him to celebrate our monthsary..like really spend time with him..12 hours of spending quality time together was really good enough after so long...hehe..met the boy at bedok interchange at 10 in the morning..both of us were like wearing ISC t-shirt, silat pants and shoes...Guess where we're going??? C'mon...make a guess.......hehe...well, we went to Henderson waves..took mrt to Tiong Bahru and since i noe how to get there, we walked to Henderson waves(i did a bit of research the night before)...hehe...punye la penat...but its ok...tahan je..reached there around 11 plus..spend the time there, walked through the trails and bridges, took lots of pictures and just spend the time with the boy...you see, my boy likes the nature a lot...so i guess, when i get married to him..we'll b spending some time going nature places..we were at one of the trails when it started to rain heavily..lucky enough we were near to the HortPark..we ran there to get shelter..went to the photography gallery to look at the pictures taken by people..the boy was of coz fascinated by the pictures...haha..we sat down while waiting for the rain to stop and i slept for a while coz i was damn tired..but guess wad..the rain kept on pouring heavily..but we decided to change and go off from that place..hehe..so off we went to far east plaza to eat our late lunch..and we really had lots of food since both of use were hungry..we had nasi goreng, hotplate beancurd, butter prawn, sambal kangkong and tom yam soup..haha..banyak kan..but we finished it..so its worth our money..haha..walked around town for a while, went to the christmas tree outside Ion orchard and walked around Ion before heading off to esplanade..the boy wanted to go there to take pictures and just walked around...spend time there for a while before heading off to bedok reservoir to my auntie's place..well, we asked my auntie to record projek cerpen for us so went there to watched it..reached home around 10 plus..

Love..i just wanna say i really had so much fun and really enjoy myself spending time with you..its been so long since we spend quality time together rite dear?? well, i really hope you did enjoy urself..i'm going away in two days time to KL and i'm sure gonna miss u so much..please take care of urself when i'm not here!! i love u so much love and Happy 21st monthsary baby busyuk...hehe..Hugs and kisses!! Muackz!!


♥ With much Love
@ 8:38 PM

♥Tuesday, December 15, 2009♥

Yesterday after UT, i rushed down to level 1 to meet babylove coz we need to go sunshine plaza at dhoby ghaut to print my poster.. We walked to woodlands mrt lincah kadok nye, took the train to dhoby ghaut.. Reached there around 5 plus nearly 6. The printing shop closed at 7pm and so u all noe how rushing both of us were..We got lost for a while finding sunshine plaza and when i asked someone where's sunshine plaza, he told me it's just the building in front of you..haha...Oh ya..there's alot of printing shop at sunshine plaza..like really alot i tell you..Found the one i saw in the internet..Went in and asked the lady how much does it cost to print an A1 size poster.. And guess what?? its damn cheap la..cheaper than the one i print last time.. It's only $10 but i had to pay extra $2 to change the format from powerpoint to pdf file.. But still, overall, it is still cheaper than the old poster for FYP.. Oh ya..i print this poster for PP presentation..haha..Had to wait for 20 minutes for the poster to be ready so babylove and me walked around the plaza.. We came across this shop that sells the old, old camera..and knowing my babylove, he loves those kind of things..he asked me to buy for him one of the old cameras..i forgot the name..hehe..insya'allah nanti kite da ade duit, kite belikan k..hehe..doakan kite dapat rezeki lebih..Took the poster from the shop and we went Plaza Singapura since its quite near to Sunshine Plaza..Both of us wanted to eat KFC so went straight to KFC PS..had the black pepper chicken buddy meal..i belanja babylove..Walked around after eating, just window shopping..hehe..spend the time with the love..decided togo home at around 8 plus and reached my place around 930pm..of coz babylove send me home..swit of him..

While waiting for babylove to reach home, i watched projek cerpen with mum and younger sis..My fren acted yesterday..After watching that, did my RJ all and surf the internet while waiting..Around 1120, babylove called me..While talking to him on the fone, he suddenly told me his family is going to KL tomorrow which is today for holiday..He didnt want to go coz he got trainings for Open House, some things to do and futhermore, he doesnt want to leave me alone..I told him to go
since its been a long time he went for a holiday and that he's going with his family and relatives..I was half-heartedly wen i told him that: one side i want him to go coz i wan him to spend the time with his family and enjoy himself after all the performance that he had but at the same time, the other side dun wan him to coz i'll feel alone..but i encourage him to and he wants to go too..so yeah..Futhermore, next week i'm also going to KL with my family and relatives..So i find it kinda fair that both will be going for a holiday and being away from one another..

He called me in the morning to tell me that he's going off soon to KL..i was sad coz its just too fast and i'm gonna miss him alot..Today i'm supposed to go for my presentation which is at 340 but i postponed it coz i wasnt feeling well, i had a terrible headache and i cant afford to walk around so much..Emailed Wendy and told her if i can postpone and she said yes..I went down to eat some food and ate the panadol..Went to rest myself..And now i'm blogging coz i simply dun have aniting to do..I feel so empty w/o babylove..i miss him alot..Here's a simply message for u..

Dear love..Hope you have safe trip to KL and that you enjoy urself there with your family and relatives..Even though its hard for me coz this is the first time you are away from me but i'll try to adapt to it..Even though you're not here with me, i know you are always here in my heart..same goes for u..always remember me and i love u dear.. I'm gonna miss you so much..Do take care of urself and buy me oleh2 from KL..hehe..Next week my turn to go Kl with my family and relatives..Love you busyuk!!

I love him!!

♥ With much Love
@ 5:27 PM

♥Thursday, December 3, 2009♥



Above are some of the pictures taken on Monday for Entrepreneurship lesson..We are to wear formal clothes for that day..hehe..i wore a white top with long smart pants and white
pumps..Took pictures with only a few of them..hehe...we had networking sessions with 5 other classes..Its more of like just interacting, exchanging name cards etc..I had fun..hehe..Oh ya...i didn't know moon not going school..and i didnt meet up with fiza for the breaks coz i thot both tak datang skolah coz both are not online...but fiza actually came to school...hahaha...

Yesterday all the three girls not in school..Moon and farah don't have class whereas for fiza, she got some ncc dining in event...left me and babylove..BORING kan!! sedih seh kite...tapi takpe...was kinda fun too coz get to spend the time with love..hehe...we wore red yesterday and
we see alot of people wearing red yesterday..and happens to be, my team yesterday all wore red and white..hehehe..wad a coincidence...hahaha...Yesterday had ngaji so i went back early after school..reached home around 630pm...haha...jarang tau aku balik cepat...hehe...but it was worth it la..ate dinner with the family after like so long..biase la..slalu balik lambat kan dulu mane dpt mkn together2..spend some quality time with the family yesterday...it was fun!!

Today..planned with the cliques to wear green and white...i wore the couple tees with love..kite pakai like exactly the same la..couple tee(3/4 tee green and white), black bottom and shoes..hehe..i wore my skate shoes while baby wore his adidas brown shoes..i love his shoes!! hehe..and ya..moon ckp je kai green skirt seh..i thot like those striking green like my baju skali her skirt mcm green dia dull green ah..even farah agrees with me..haha...Will be going home early again today coz mama nak gi beli barang2 kering..haha..okla..i got to go oreadi..love is in my class now, da bising..


♥ With much Love
@ 2:46 PM

♥Sunday, November 29, 2009♥

Wassup y'all!!! haha...i noe its been a long time since i last updated..Well, to be exact its around 2 months plus..hahha...So sorry..was busy with sch stuff..Woke up early morning today..went to kubur with the family..eventhough i wad tired coz i slept late yest but i dragged myself up..wanted to mit my dad...its been 4 years since he left us..i miss him alot and i love him..

Yesterday afternoon was spend with the boy..planned to mit him at 430 at tampines small mcd but u all noe gurls..dorg klau siap confirm lambat..i was late!! haha..poor boy had to wait for me.and guess wad..my shoes just spoilt my day..the sole came off and i had to buy a new shoes..damn! waste my 20 bucks...we then proceed to century square samsung service shop..i need to send my fone for service..it just went jammed one fine morning..damn irritating sia!! took the queue number and it was still a long way for my turn to come..the boy was damn irritating on dat day..kept on disturbing me..notty eh u!!he was complaining at how slow the service was until its my turn finally..haha..then, we rushed to singapore expo since its already around 6 plus..he wanted to go the IT fair to check out some stuff..Well, reached there around 7 plus and proceed straight to hall 5 and 6..we start our surveying..from laptops to printers to hard disk to camera to even small stuff like mouse..haha..the place is damn huge and of coz there's alot of people..oh ya!! i want the DSLR S230 Alpha and i want the Mac computer...weee!!! i'm so in love with it...it was cute of the boy when we had this conversation..

Me: awak, i want the camera..
him: u save duit la nanti boleh beli...
Me: tapi i nak u belikan i...nanti kite kahwin, u kasi la for hantaran.
him: erm..ok..klau gitu u kasi i camera nikon D80 in exchange..
Me: ala...tak fair ah..u nye lagi mahal seh..klau gitu i nak macbook skali la..
him: wah!! berak cair sak i mcm ni...mane nak korek duit seh..
Me: i went laughing..

went off from singapore expo at around 8 plus..and went to eat at bedok interchange mcd since both of us were damn hungry..had double cheeseburger,mcchicken and apple pie..den lepak around my house area till around 10 plus..the day was well spent with the boy..oh..how i love him so much...i miss him now already...pictures will be uploaded at facebook..

♥ With much Love
@ 4:21 PM

♥Wednesday, September 23, 2009♥

HarLow semua!!!!! hahahha...aku tau aku da lama tak update..macam biase jugak...either aku busy dgn trainings atau malas je nak blog...hehe...but dun worry..here i am updating my blog..well, alot of things happened since my last update which is 9 sept..how do i start?? hmmmmm...i tink i'll just tell wad i can rmbr..its gonna be a long entry btw..

13 September 2009

Woke up damn early in the morning coz nak gi kubur...those who went me,mama,nadhir,dyna and mak tua..kak nana didnt follow coz tak boleh..first kubur we went was of coz ayah's kubur..well, i am sad coz this year marks the 4th year i'm celebrating hari raya w/o a dad...this november 7 marks 4 years of him leaving us..i miss him alot..i'm crying while typing this...i really miss him alot..it's painful/hurtful losing someone u really love..wenever i miss him, the only person i can turn to is my baby busyuk..but i noe he cant do aniting..i may seem very happy,cheerful on the outside but it hurts me inside wenever i see my friends wid their dad, celebrating raya with them..its hard being an anak yatim..niwae..altogether we went to 11kuburs..ayah's, wak paiman's,mak cik ida's,wak selamat's,nenek johor's,atok's,nek busu's,kak nor's,pak tua's,tok sastro's and nek dyna's..just imagine fasting and going kubur tengah2 hari..punya la menduga puasa aku...haus nak mampos seh! tapi iman aku kuat...

15 September 2009

Had reflections training around afternoon at 2 till around 4pm...after trainings, most of the selatrans were going to geylang to break fast but baby busyuk and me didnt join them..we break fast with his secondary school friends..my first time meeting his friends..so ya..lepak in school till around 545 and make a move to civic centre to meet his friends..there's two groups of ppl among his friends..there's the all boys group and the mixed group...we were meeting the all boys group at civic..they were a hell lot of fun...make me laugh all the way..bbual merepek seh dorg but me being the first time meeting them dont really talk much..malu la katekan..*sejak bile seh nina malu*..hahaha..oh ya..lupa nak bilang kite buka kat mane..we break fast kat al-ameen...hehe..i had nasi goreng kampung, baby had nasi ayam goreng + our all time favourite,sambal kangkong..hehe..overall, they were all fun la...

19 September 2009

Its the last day of puasa...i'm trying to avoid listening to the takbir raya coz it will remind me of my dad...baby busyuk break fast at my house coz i wanna go geylang wid baby..hehe..takde keje...go there nak jalan2 je..aku tau merepek tapi every year i go ah..so ya..around 8 + baru kuar rumah...kak nana also going geylang wid abg andy...i went first with baby coz i nid buy last minute tings..saw baby's friends and i saw mary and ashik...dorg tgh jalan2..haha..lama tak jumpe dorg..windu gitu...oh ya...dat day me,baby busyuk,kak nana and abg andy PBG sak!!! oh ya..some of u might not noe wads PBG..PBG=perangai budak gemuk...hahaha..u wanna noe why..both couple bought lots of food, meet up at the field near my house and ate..damn alot la..there's kebab,500g of dendeng,char kway,rojak,takoyaki...balik smua perut boncit seh..oh ya we lepak till around 1am...haha..lambat kan..i noe...skali skala seh...

20 September 2009

It's the first day of Hari Raya..Slamat Hari Raya semua...nina nak susun 10 jari mintak maaf kalau nina ade buat salah, terkasar bahasa, kurangajar atau pun nina singgung prasaan sesiapa la..harap dimaafkan...halalkan smua makan and minum nina...ni khas untuk my baby busyuk,kawan2 secondary, kawan2 poly, budak2 silat, sedara2 and family...harap dimaafkan k..This year my family pakai colour brown..but different tones la..not all the same exact tone of brown..first day we went out at around 3pm coz my nenek beraya dirumah saya..so saudara smua dtg my house..kena la kar lambat sikit and tau pompuan klau siap kan lambat..hehe..dapat 5 rumah..jadi la..ok wad...


My happy family


Me and kak nana






♥ With much Love
@ 8:55 AM

♥Wednesday, September 9, 2009♥

Had Selatra iftar on last sunday 6th September at my house...didnt really invite every Selatrans..klau tak nanti roboh umah aku...dat time je da kecoh...Oh ya..it conjunction with my baby busyuk's bdae..so had a little celebration..well, just a birthday cake..It was totally a surprised for him coz he didnt expect a cake..and u wan to noe sth...my granny gave him some money for his bdae..and she gave him a hug and a kiss on both cheeks...how swit...awww....hehe...dis means my family really likes him...i can see that la..like my mum..wen i tld her it was fir's bdae and i wanna buy a cake..she said ok...i dun mind..

awak...dorg da suke u...hehe..i loike!! i really hope we will last long dear...

Nothing much happen today..gonna slack at home only since yest i had trainings from 2pm till 630pm..and i had a leg is a bit swollen...kena tendang dgn su but its ok...i can tahan su..no worries k..now blogging and FB-ing...haha..

Oh ya...i was FB-ing and i came across a poem dat my baby busyuk gave me...it was damn swit..here it goes..

i think its true what ppl say
when girls are needed in a guy's life
in our case,
from just teasing to now, a relationship

what makes you to be attracted to me
or makes me to be attracted to you
well, it is unexplainable
love is an indescribable feeling

so we had our ups and downs
so what?
I am holding it strong
So please, tell me you are too

Im gonna be with you
Seriously I do
Coz you know why?
Easy..coz I LOVE you!


it's short but swit..my baby busyuk is good at making poem..he send me alot of poems done by himself..i love it dear..i really do..i'm sori i posted it on my blog..i noe u dun like it but i really wan ppl to noe u're such a swit guy...

Kite....Kite....Kite sayang awak...

♥ With much Love
@ 12:27 PM