HarLow semua!!!!! hahahha...aku tau aku da lama tak update..macam biase jugak...either aku busy dgn trainings atau malas je nak blog...hehe...but dun worry..here i am updating my blog..well, alot of things happened since my last update which is 9 sept..how do i start?? hmmmmm...i tink i'll just tell wad i can rmbr..its gonna be a long entry btw..

13 September 2009

Woke up damn early in the morning coz nak gi kubur...those who went me,mama,nadhir,dyna and mak tua..kak nana didnt follow coz tak boleh..first kubur we went was of coz ayah's kubur..well, i am sad coz this year marks the 4th year i'm celebrating hari raya w/o a dad...this november 7 marks 4 years of him leaving us..i miss him alot..i'm crying while typing this...i really miss him alot..it's painful/hurtful losing someone u really love..wenever i miss him, the only person i can turn to is my baby busyuk..but i noe he cant do aniting..i may seem very happy,cheerful on the outside but it hurts me inside wenever i see my friends wid their dad, celebrating raya with them..its hard being an anak yatim..niwae..altogether we went to 11kuburs..ayah's, wak paiman's,mak cik ida's,wak selamat's,nenek johor's,atok's,nek busu's,kak nor's,pak tua's,tok sastro's and nek dyna's..just imagine fasting and going kubur tengah2 hari..punya la menduga puasa aku...haus nak mampos seh! tapi iman aku kuat...

15 September 2009

Had reflections training around afternoon at 2 till around 4pm...after trainings, most of the selatrans were going to geylang to break fast but baby busyuk and me didnt join them..we break fast with his secondary school friends..my first time meeting his friends..so ya..lepak in school till around 545 and make a move to civic centre to meet his friends..there's two groups of ppl among his friends..there's the all boys group and the mixed group...we were meeting the all boys group at civic..they were a hell lot of fun...make me laugh all the way..bbual merepek seh dorg but me being the first time meeting them dont really talk much..malu la katekan..*sejak bile seh nina malu*..hahaha..oh ya..lupa nak bilang kite buka kat mane..we break fast kat al-ameen...hehe..i had nasi goreng kampung, baby had nasi ayam goreng + our all time favourite,sambal kangkong..hehe..overall, they were all fun la...

19 September 2009

Its the last day of puasa...i'm trying to avoid listening to the takbir raya coz it will remind me of my dad...baby busyuk break fast at my house coz i wanna go geylang wid baby..hehe..takde keje...go there nak jalan2 je..aku tau merepek tapi every year i go ah..so ya..around 8 + baru kuar rumah...kak nana also going geylang wid abg andy...i went first with baby coz i nid buy last minute tings..saw baby's friends and i saw mary and ashik...dorg tgh jalan2..haha..lama tak jumpe dorg..windu gitu...oh ya...dat day me,baby busyuk,kak nana and abg andy PBG sak!!! oh ya..some of u might not noe wads PBG..PBG=perangai budak gemuk...hahaha..u wanna noe why..both couple bought lots of food, meet up at the field near my house and ate..damn alot la..there's kebab,500g of dendeng,char kway,rojak,takoyaki...balik smua perut boncit seh..oh ya we lepak till around 1am...haha..lambat kan..i noe...skali skala seh...

20 September 2009

It's the first day of Hari Raya..Slamat Hari Raya semua...nina nak susun 10 jari mintak maaf kalau nina ade buat salah, terkasar bahasa, kurangajar atau pun nina singgung prasaan sesiapa la..harap dimaafkan...halalkan smua makan and minum nina...ni khas untuk my baby busyuk,kawan2 secondary, kawan2 poly, budak2 silat, sedara2 and family...harap dimaafkan k..This year my family pakai colour brown..but different tones la..not all the same exact tone of brown..first day we went out at around 3pm coz my nenek beraya dirumah saya..so saudara smua dtg my house..kena la kar lambat sikit and tau pompuan klau siap kan lambat..hehe..dapat 5 rumah..jadi la..ok wad...